Crossed the line

She has definitely crossed the line with this shit.

I come into work this morning and before I sit at my desk I notice that my recycling bin moved. Ok no problem, but then as I look around I notice that nothing is under my desk. WTF where is everything. Ok I start searching and slowing find my shit. I can feel my blood pressure going up and I am about to flip. How dare she have the nerve to come in my space and think she is gonna move shit she is MY Assistant and she has only been here 3 weeks.

Obviously she doesn't know me. So I speak to a co-worker/really good friend about this. She tells me that maybe she was just trying to be nice and help out. I am thinking that she's just being a bitch. So my co-worker tells me to be nice and let her know when she comes in not to do it anymore. But if she does it again then curse her the fuck out. Ok I say to her that's what I will do. I will calm down and when she comes in I will approach her about it.

Hmmmmm....Am I over reacting? I would never ever do some bold ass shit like this.

Stay tuned to find out what she says.

Ex Best Friend

She used to be my best friend.
It's crazy how you can be friends one minute and enemies the next.
That's how it is with us.
I would tell her my secrets that no one else would know.
She would tell me hers. Then one day it just ended.
Our friendship.
I went over and over in my mind if I said something wrong to offend her. But naaaaaaa even if I did, I hoped that she was WOMAN enough to call me on it. Sometimes I do say fucked up shit without even thinking twice.
Sometimes I sit and think, was she really worthy enough for my friendship because for me I don't keep a lot of friends, just a few, the rest are ALL associates. So when I consider you my friend I consider you my family too. I let you into the real me. No sugar coated person.
Hmmmmm....Well I thought that I wouldn't get over the hurt of not having someone to confide in, someone who didn't judge me. But I finally did. That's just a closed chapter of my life.

Wednesday

I find it harder and harder to get to sleep at night. It will be about 8:00 and I will be super tired but then about 9:30 or so I get that second wind when I really need to be taking my ass to bed. See this works in my benefit sometimes. Last night it was good that I did get that second wind because I got to see the season premier of Nip Tuck. I love that show so much. I honestly wasn't that impressed with it last night. Hmmm...Hopefully it will get better. But see I ended up going to bed sometime around 12am and then I paid for it this morning by not getting up until 7am. I was flying to work only to get here a min before my time to start and to have the boss ask me some stupid ass bull shit as I come in. Now with the new employee she may intimidate them, but her ass knows that I am not in any way intimidated by her bull shit. I will give it right back very quick. So this morning I had to do that and it's amazing how quick some people will back their asses right down. LMAO...

I am so glad it is Wednesday. One more day closer to the weekend.

Today....

Today I did not want to get out of bed. I hit the snooze at least 4 times.
I sometimes wish that I didn't have to come to work on Monday's.
This weekend draged for me. It was very uneventful. I did a little sewing but nothing big.
It's funny cause when people I know find out that I sew they can't believe it. Everyone tells me that I don't look like the type. What is the type? What an old lady or some nerdy girl? Hmmm well I don't know what it is but that is something that I do and I do it very well.
I am so so glad that the day is almost over.
I just want to go home and get in to the bed. Tomorrow is a half day for me so I am totally looking forward to it!!!

Hump Day

I am so glad that it is finally Wednesday. I t seems as if the week is going by slower and slower each day. Not too much has been going on with me.

The other day I was talking to *D and *D said that it bothers them that I am the type of person who can give my 110% to some one day and then if my feelings get hurt I can just give up that 110% real quick. I had never thought about that. So while we were talking I told *D that the reason why I am like that is because I have been hurt to many times, so rather than keep on trying to forget about things I just stop putting my effort into it. So *D told me that is why they protect my feelings with a lot of things.

Just about done

Well it's Thursday and I have to say that I am glad that only one more day until the weekend. This has been an interesting week.

Today is his birthday so I will have to be extra nice and sweet.

Work has been work the new girl started this week and so far so good. She seems cool. I am broke and can't wait until next week so I can get paid. It has been a long time since my funds have been drained like they are right now.

On another note.... I am glad to see that FOXY had posted a little something.

Tuesday I brought my mom and brother to the airport. That was a pretty emotional scene. LOL...Now that I think back to that day I have to laugh people were probably laughing their asses off looking at a bunch of us grown asses crying like that. LMAO...
I tell you though nothing changes with my mom even with her 1300 miles away. She and I already had an argument yesterday on the damn phone. I am was not even in the mood for her shit. UGGGGGGH.

*Thumper glad to see you posting again. I can't wait to hear some of your mall experiences.

Another Day

Isn't this such a nice pictue?
It is such a beautiful day today. The wind is blowing the temperature is right. This should be a relaxing weekend for me. I am just about done with school shopping. I only have to get T* his sneakers and then we will be all set.

Monday

I can't believe that it took me so long to get out of bed this morning. I actually went to bed fairly early but still I could not get up. This weekend went really good for me, no problems at all. We have a wedding to go to this weekend coming up so I will have to look for something to wear. Happy Monday!!!

Freaky Friday

Well I have nothing really planned for this weekend. I hope you all have a safe, fun weekend.

Wednesday

I am disappointed because we are not going to be going out of town. Hubby has to work on Sunday so I am so so pissed. His job is so demanding now that he's a supervisor. It seems like every week he is gone out of town. In a way I like this but in a way I don't.

It has been so slow here at work today. I will be glad when I finally leave and go home to just chill.

Monday

She's really leaving....I have really had a fucked up day today. I never wanted to really hear that my mother is moving to FL. But what makes it bad for me is that she is leaving in 2 weeks. I am filled with all kinds of feelings. I have been feeling angry, sad, happy, mad that I am loosing not only my mother but my friend. She drives me crazy but overall she's all that I have and it is driving me crazy. Some people are like "don't worry about it cause she's just in FL". To me that's like an eternity away from me. 1,300 miles, shit I would have even been ok if she was moving somewhere here up north. So now I sit here and think to myself. I truly am going to feel so so alone. I mean yes I have my aunt but we aren't all that close and yes I have the kids and hubby but nothing is like your mom. I also wonder how my brother will adjust.
Will he be happy?
Will he hate it?
Damn I have been thinking shit like: will she ever come here to visit me or is that going to me on me to come down there.
When I told my daughter she just cried. They are best friends. It is killing me to see my little girl sad like this. I have never seen her this way.
I am thankful that my oldest (son) is taking it pretty well.

Anyways, I spoke to (We will call this person)*S* today and they asked me if I have ever mentioned them in my blog and I said yes. But then they went on to ask if it was good or bad. I told them that I could not tell them. So then *S* kept on persisting on me telling them. I was really getting annoyed after a while.

We are suppost to to be going out of town this up coming weekend but as much as it will be good for us to get away, I really don't want to go. Maybe my feelings will change closer to the end of the week.

So *K* calls me today and immediately goes into this 20 min rant about her man. I listen and don't comment. I truly didn't know what to say. I am getting sick of hearing her bitch about him everyday. She is so into herself that it is sickning. I am also wondering why *A also heater her because she called me yesterday and when he answered he told her that he didn't want her to call me anymore. I am wondering if he thinks something is up with her. He keeps on giving me some bull shit about me being friends with her sister years and years ago so I should not be friends with her since I knew her sister first. That is so stupid.

Irks

Here are my top 20 things that just plain irk me.

1. Leaving the toilet seat up.
2. Not flushing the toilet (that's just plain nasty)
3. Blowing your nose in your hand
4. Not washing your hands when you use the bathroom
5. Clipping your toe nails on the couch or bed. (YUCK)
6. Wearing the same outfit twice during the week.
7. The fucking Chinese slippers
8. Wearing white pants and you can see the panty outline.
9. Girls who are pregnant who refuse to buy maternity clothes and still think that their tight jeans look good with their belly hanging out and the jeans not done up.
10. People who swear they know it all.
11. Wearing scarves on your head out of the house. (Refer back to my blog on Scarves)
12. People who call you back when you have plainly told them that YOU would call them back.
13. Parents dressed better than the kids.
14. Farting and not saying excuse me.
15. Old ladies in the store who act like they can't say excuse me and will stand there waiting for you to move. (Catch me in the store with that shit and you will be standing there all day waiting for me to move.)
16. Nosy people.
17. Cheap men.
18. Women who get mad at me cause their man is looking at me when they are with them. (It isn't my fault that I am cute)
19. Guys who just don't get it when you tell them that you are taken.
20. Bad Ass Kids and their mothers who are in denial.

There you have it. I have probably forgot a few.

*If I have offended anyone by these then that's too damn bad it's my page. No one told you to read it anyways.

Freaky Friday

Well it's Freaky Friday and I am so glad to be getting out of here at 12. I am just really tired today, so I will go home and sleep for a few hours before leaving to go get the kids.


I hope you all have a great weekend.

HUMP DAY

It's finally Wednesday, one day closer to the weekend. A weekend that I have absolutely nothing planned. It seems as if that is how my weekends have started to get. Damn I must be getting old.

This morning I got a call from a friend who wanted to come visit me today. I just really didn't want to be bothered so I said...."ummm....today's a no go and this whole week is not looking really good either." What I really wanted to tell them was, No I don't want you to come here and never ever do so leave me the fuck alone. But see you can't say those things without hurting someone's feelings.

Yesterday I was speaking to a friend and we were talking about being to accommodating to people, whether it is your friends or your relationship. I started thinking and I think at times I am way to accommodating and I definitely have to stop that.

Fall is almost here and it is my favorite time of the year. I am so looking forward to it.

Happy Birthday

Today is a good friend's birthday



Happy Birthday Dre!!!!!!!!!!

Damn you are getting old.

Randoms

The humidity has finally broken. I am too happy.

This weekend was actually ok for me.

Sat. we went to the beach so all day.

Sunday we went out to eat which was cool.

Sunday night these fools were fighting all against my car.

Monday back into the grind of things at work.

Friday

TGIF....This weekend we are all going to the beach so I am really looking forward to it.

Have a great weekend.


*Thumper...I hope you are having a great time in MD.

Check out this

I came across this blogger and the post brought back crazy good memories for me.
Check it out. http://thefoxybrownshow.blogspot.com/2005/08/school-daze.html

3:45 pm

Ok it's 3:45pm and for me the count down begins.
It seems like once this time comes, time starts flying by really fast.
Once I see that the clock is 4:15, I know that I am in the clear to get out of here. I start getting my stuff together and put my purse on my shoulder and as I see the time hit 4:43, I am putting my phones on voice mail and walking out the door.

For me the minute I walk out side to get in the car, I feel a big relief/calmness. It's crazy.

So this past weekend I was pissed because I intened to go to the West Indian parade in Hartford but he had to work so I wasn't going to take the kids there by myself. Oh well there's always next year.

Monday's

Another Monday and I hate it. It takes me almost an hour to get up in the morning. Today was awful, then I wake up by the baby jumping on my head. How worse can it get!!!!

I come into work to a complete mess on my desk. Some ass came in the office this past weekend and knocked a ton of stuff on my desk and left it there. Some people!!!