Birthday

Well next Friday is my 1st borns Birthday. It's crazy how fast he's grown up. I am still in shock that he'll be 10. Damn I ain't ready for that. I still remember when he was born. That was the worse labor in the world. But hey I got a beautiful boy out of it. Now what's next? Shit all he can think about is basketball and playstation.

Now I have the task of bringing him and 3 or 4 of his friends to the movies next weekend. And then to the mall. I am going to die. I am not really wanting to shuffle the kids all around. Why couldn't he just ask for a party somewhere, which would have been fine with me. Oh and don't mention the gifts. As he has gotten older the gifts are more expensive.

Oh yea I'm going up to the school today when I leave this god awful job.

With that said. Have a great weekend. It's going to rain here, so you know where i'll be. In the damn house.

You know I am so sick of phony ass people. I also am sick of people who think that you are stupid and think that you believe every stupid thing that they say to you. All I have to say to those few out there whom I know like that and if they are reading this you know who you are. Grow up and cut the bull-shit.

On a lighter note...

T* got in a fight today and when I found out about it I was hot as shit. I wanted to go find the kid and beat the fuck out of him and who ever else tryed to step in. But of course I couldn't do that. I will be taking care of that situation tomorrow.

Hey DW* get at me. I sent you an email.

There's no point in me trying to hide
Hide feelings that I have inside
Feelings that are tearing me apart
It's you....You are what's on my mind
When I lay in bed at night...just you and only you
Every waking moment I wish you were by my side
What I am trying to say is baby
I love you....