What If's

What if we hated eachother?
What if we weren't just friends
What if we did have that real date?
Would we have made it?
Would it have worked?
Would you be happy?
Would I be happy?
What if we had a baby?
Would we care what people thought?
What if we never met?
Would our paths have ever crossed?
Would I think that you were "the one"?
What if I told you I loved you?
Would you have told me back?

Problems

What a day....

Today I felt as if I was everyone's counselor. After listing and hearing everyone's problems, I realize that my problems that I have could be a lot worse. I may live paycheck to paycheck most of the time but, a least I am not dealing with the type of shit that I heard from two different individuals today who are not struggling like me but have hang ups in different situations.

Well tomorrow is payday!!! I am so glad cause this move has drained me completely. I am still settling in and still have a few more boxes to unpack.

Finally we are done with the move. I tell you this past weekend was so extremely tiring. I am glad that that part is over with. Now we are in the process of unpacking and I am starting to find that I brought shit that I won't even use. WTF....

I am about sick of this damn rain here. Someone please tell me when it will be over.