Finally

They wonder why some women stay with a man who treats them like shit. Well, I have started to see the tables turned.

How in the hell can you stay with her and she talks to you like you ain't shit and treats you like you aren't shit but you call yourself a man. Hmmmm... I beg to differ.

Yea it's been a while since I last posted. I guess I haven't had that itch to say much. But I do read other peoples posts almost everyday.

High blood pressure. Yep that's my new diagnosis. Ain't that a bitch. Never in my life would I think that this would be me. But unfortunately it is. So this has been another eye opener in the past months that has happened to me. But this is very serious to me. I am definitely changing my life style my eating habits, etc. Yea and increase the days that I go to the gym to a minimum of at least 3-4 days. I value my life.

Week from HELL

Well it's been a really long time but you will understand when you see what has been happening in my life.

Shit this past week has been the week from HELL!

Let's see....Thursday, Feb. 16 started it all. T came home with vomiting and diarrhea then by Saturday, myself, Whit. and the baby had what seemed to be a head cold (coughing, etc...) By Sunday morning I was feeling somewhat better and the baby seemed to be improving.

Well...by mid afternoon something did not seem right with Whit. She was not remember things she was saying off the wall things, etc.... I was getting nervous as hell so we called the doctors and they said to come right in to the ER.

Long Long Long story short, Whit was diagnosed with Encephalitis and Influenza Type A.!!!! Thank god I was observant and brought her in when I did. We got to bring her home on Sat. but it is going to be a long haul though with follow up doctors appointments her getting her strength back, etc... But she is expected to have a 100% full recovery.

Oh yea and also the baby also has Influenza Type A but since he had it in his system so long the medicine that they would have treated him with would not work, so we will just have to ride it out with him and be very observant.

I have had laryngitis for the past 4 days so I can barely talk to anyone. But one thing that i have to say is that thank god the other half did not get sick so that there is someone who can take care of all of us.

Monitoring....

WTF...All of a sudden I can't even check my email without knowing that they are monitoring it. Fuck it, if they want to do it then more power to them. But I'd be damned if I get fired for just checking my yahoo.

Once again yes this job is working me, but in a good way.

I hate when I have to do something but I really don't want to. I wish I could just stay here without hurting people's feelings. Or better yet, I just don't go and people understand and stop being so fucking selfish. Ugghhhh....

So I was talking to *KW and she was going on about all of the baggage her man has and how she doesn't know if she wants to even deal with it all. I completely understand where she is coming from. I don't think anyone wants to be in a relationship or attempting to make something with someone and they still have A LOT of baggage that they haven't dealt with and don't seem as if they are doing anything about it anytime soon.

Update

It's been a few days since my last blog but I have to tell you that this new job has me working my ass off. I barely have time during the day to check my email. But this is a good thing for me. At my last job there was A LOT of down time. I am a person who needs to have something to do at work or my days will drag.

Well, not much else to say...my home life has been really good so that's a good thing. I can't wait until the weekend, I will be going to Ikea but just to browse and maybe pick up a few things, nothing big.

*K Hey girl.
* Thump the ext. is 5608

I miss her...
My grandmother, it's been a little over 8 years since she passed but lately it seems as if it was just yesterday. She has been on my mind every single day. Hmmmm...

Well so far the new job is going well. I have been going into work with a positive attitude everyday. The only thing is that I have been working my ass off and coming home tired as hell and falling right asleep by 8.

Today is payday so you know a girl got a little pep in her step.

Have a good one.

*K how have you been?

Tomorrow is my official first day at the new job. It's crazy because I am actually kind of nervous. I guess I am just afraid that I will screw up on something or what not.

Tomorrow is my official first day at the new job. It's crazy because I am actually kind of nervous. I guess I am just afraid that I will screw up on something or what not.

How dare you...

I am talking to my half sister online tonight and telling her that I am going to Florida in Feb. to see MY mother.
So she proceeds to ask me when I am going and I tell her. All of a sudden...

This chick says, "I will be there that Wed - Sat." Hold the fuck up. WHO invited her?

Not me.

Now I never replied to her comment, because I am literally in shock as to see how BOLD people can be.

This ain't (Yes I know ain't is not a word) even her momma, and who said I wanted to visit with her on MY vacation and where does she think she is going to stay? Hmmm her bubble will be burst real soon when I let her know she is not invited to my visit.

Now I could also see her wanting to go if she had a relationship with MY mother, but the girl doesn't at all.

Damn young and old people amaze me with their inconsiderate, rude, bold, inviting themselves where they weren't invited selves.

TGIF

TGIF...damn have I waited for this day. I seriously did not want to get out of bed this morning.

Now Whitnee has managed to come into our room every single night this entire week. Last night was her last night cause I was tired of being squashed. It also seems that my king size bed is feeling like a damn twin with her in it. Uggggggggh.....


Enjoy your weekend.

*Thump I just had a peanut butter and fluff this morning. Terronce brings one to school everyday. LOL

*Loc are you still out there?

*K. Try the ketchup out of the fridge. It's much better.

Hot Dogs and Beans

I hope that everyone had a good new years and didn't do anything stupid.

I mostly chilled the entire weekend.

When I was younger, I hated when my mother or grandmother would make pork and beans with hot dogs in it. Now.....I find myself eating this ghetto mix a couple of times a month. I will cut up the hot dogs and put ketchup and sugar in the bean and fuck it up. LOL..

I have a little over a month until my trip to FL. I can't wait to go to see my moms.

I didn't make any New Years Resolution. I feel that you don't have to wait until Jan 1. to say you will do something. You should do it no matter what. Who cares what day it is.

Well I have started my training in my new position and it is going well. I am hoping that I will be able to remember everything in the next few weeks. Since I have to be back at the current job until Jan. 13.

Here is a pic of us taken Sunday out in the rain. I am dying over the face that my oldest is making.

Christmas....I am glad it came and went.

I have been considering getting a tattoo. Nothing big and fancy just my nick-name. My only worry is that I will not like it once I get one.

I made the trip to Boston again yesterday, I actually had a nice time.

I hope that everyone had a good Christmas.

Today was just one of those days where I could not seem to find anything to wear.
I must have looked for a good 20-30 min through my closet to find something. Then
I finally decide on a particular skirt and put this sweater on with it and end up not liking the
way it looks so then I am back to square one looking once again. I finally just put some pants on and then leave out the house with the wrong shoes on.

I guess it is going to be one of those days.

I love my fur coat (yes it is real, a couple of dead rabbits) and I am really considering buying myself another one.

Today is our entire department's holiday luncheon. I wish I could just skip it and run to the mall, but I will go and be a team player.

Nosy People

It truly amazes me how nosy people are

I am sitting here at my desk minding my own business reading someone else's blog page,
One of my co-workers comes on the side of me and as I minimize my screen she says, "why did you make it small, the colors made it look like you were reading something interesting."
Now I think real quick as to how I will reply to her because in all honesty she is cool peoples. I want to tell her to mind her business because I am just in one of those moods. But instead I tell her "it's personal, not for others to read", I guess I sounded rude because she looked offended as hell. But see this is where I draw the line, I can't stand people who are down right nosy.

On another note....

I am still in my process of weeding people out of my life. Sat. I cut someone out who at one time was very very dear to me, but things just weren't healthy with us so our time came on Saturday and I ended that friendship.

I feel as if 2006 has got to be better for me. I am so tired of all the bull shit that I have been dealing with.....so hopefully I will get some kind of break.

Things

This weekend went by way to fast for me. Now it's Monday once again and I am back to my usual routine.

I really wish I could jump on a plane and go and see my mom, I miss her a lot. February is not coming fast enough.

I did some Christmas shopping last night. It is so amazing how many people were still out on a Sunday night shopping. I mostly brought clothes, I am still trying to figure out what to get a good friend of mine. Hopefully I will think of something very soon.

company holiday meal

Today was the Company's "Holiday Meal". Since I have been here for the past 4 years it has been the same thing. Either baked stuffed chicken or prime rib. Me of course, gets the chicken each year. Oh yea and they give you something stupid like this year everyone got a calendar and last year it was a Christmas CD with songs on it from 1920. You would think with all the money they profit that it could be a little better.

I am also suffering from an awful sinus infection so I am a little cranky. Hopefully with some rest I will start feeling better.

Finally...

I got the call... After agonizing over and over. driving myself crazy wondering if I would make the move or not. Now all of my worries are over and a new set are coming in. But one thing that I can say is that this is just another page in the new Chapter of my life. (only a few will know what I am talking about)

On another note, I am dead broke and really stressed about it.

Christmas

I can't believe that Christmas is right around the corner.
I love the holiday's though. My aunt sent me an email asking
what I was doing on Christmas day, I still have not responded to her yet.
I know her plan is to come here, but I honestly like to be with my family at home,
I know I must sound like a mean bitch, but you have to know my aunt to know what I mean.
Maybe the day after. I will have to think about it. So the weather man says that
we will get anywhere from 4-10 inches of snow between tonight into the morning tomorrow.
I don't care if it snows, but I just really hate driving in it.

Well I approach the boss, let her know and then she proceeds to say that she is happy but, she would want me to stay until she hires someone else. I am like WTF I know how long that would take. There is no way that I would wait that long. So....I speak to my supervisor about it and she agrees with me that there is no way that could happen. I am relieved that she is on my side, so she spoke with my boss today, but I still haven't heard the outcome of that.

I am also glad that we didn't get any snow here. I was so dreading it. I have been wanting to go to the outlets lately so I am considering driving there this weekend.

Just another Monday

Well it's Monday already and it seemed as if I woke up several times during the night. Then to make matters worse by the time I really got up, dressed and out the door, I had to let the damn car warm up for about 15 min. So there goes me being on time to work.

I am sitting here now dreading how my conversation with the boss will go about me letting her know that I applied for another position with a dept. that she doesn't care to much for. But hey whatever, she will just have to deal. If she fucks this up and gives me a shitty reference I will be so pissed.

Now the snows here and I am already sick of it.