Well I have started my training in my new position and it is going well. I am hoping that I will be able to remember everything in the next few weeks. Since I have to be back at the current job until Jan. 13.

Here is a pic of us taken Sunday out in the rain. I am dying over the face that my oldest is making.

Christmas....I am glad it came and went.

I have been considering getting a tattoo. Nothing big and fancy just my nick-name. My only worry is that I will not like it once I get one.

I made the trip to Boston again yesterday, I actually had a nice time.

I hope that everyone had a good Christmas.

Today was just one of those days where I could not seem to find anything to wear.
I must have looked for a good 20-30 min through my closet to find something. Then
I finally decide on a particular skirt and put this sweater on with it and end up not liking the
way it looks so then I am back to square one looking once again. I finally just put some pants on and then leave out the house with the wrong shoes on.

I guess it is going to be one of those days.

I love my fur coat (yes it is real, a couple of dead rabbits) and I am really considering buying myself another one.

Today is our entire department's holiday luncheon. I wish I could just skip it and run to the mall, but I will go and be a team player.

Nosy People

It truly amazes me how nosy people are

I am sitting here at my desk minding my own business reading someone else's blog page,
One of my co-workers comes on the side of me and as I minimize my screen she says, "why did you make it small, the colors made it look like you were reading something interesting."
Now I think real quick as to how I will reply to her because in all honesty she is cool peoples. I want to tell her to mind her business because I am just in one of those moods. But instead I tell her "it's personal, not for others to read", I guess I sounded rude because she looked offended as hell. But see this is where I draw the line, I can't stand people who are down right nosy.

On another note....

I am still in my process of weeding people out of my life. Sat. I cut someone out who at one time was very very dear to me, but things just weren't healthy with us so our time came on Saturday and I ended that friendship.

I feel as if 2006 has got to be better for me. I am so tired of all the bull shit that I have been dealing with.....so hopefully I will get some kind of break.

Things

This weekend went by way to fast for me. Now it's Monday once again and I am back to my usual routine.

I really wish I could jump on a plane and go and see my mom, I miss her a lot. February is not coming fast enough.

I did some Christmas shopping last night. It is so amazing how many people were still out on a Sunday night shopping. I mostly brought clothes, I am still trying to figure out what to get a good friend of mine. Hopefully I will think of something very soon.

company holiday meal

Today was the Company's "Holiday Meal". Since I have been here for the past 4 years it has been the same thing. Either baked stuffed chicken or prime rib. Me of course, gets the chicken each year. Oh yea and they give you something stupid like this year everyone got a calendar and last year it was a Christmas CD with songs on it from 1920. You would think with all the money they profit that it could be a little better.

I am also suffering from an awful sinus infection so I am a little cranky. Hopefully with some rest I will start feeling better.

Finally...

I got the call... After agonizing over and over. driving myself crazy wondering if I would make the move or not. Now all of my worries are over and a new set are coming in. But one thing that I can say is that this is just another page in the new Chapter of my life. (only a few will know what I am talking about)

On another note, I am dead broke and really stressed about it.

Christmas

I can't believe that Christmas is right around the corner.
I love the holiday's though. My aunt sent me an email asking
what I was doing on Christmas day, I still have not responded to her yet.
I know her plan is to come here, but I honestly like to be with my family at home,
I know I must sound like a mean bitch, but you have to know my aunt to know what I mean.
Maybe the day after. I will have to think about it. So the weather man says that
we will get anywhere from 4-10 inches of snow between tonight into the morning tomorrow.
I don't care if it snows, but I just really hate driving in it.

Well I approach the boss, let her know and then she proceeds to say that she is happy but, she would want me to stay until she hires someone else. I am like WTF I know how long that would take. There is no way that I would wait that long. So....I speak to my supervisor about it and she agrees with me that there is no way that could happen. I am relieved that she is on my side, so she spoke with my boss today, but I still haven't heard the outcome of that.

I am also glad that we didn't get any snow here. I was so dreading it. I have been wanting to go to the outlets lately so I am considering driving there this weekend.

Just another Monday

Well it's Monday already and it seemed as if I woke up several times during the night. Then to make matters worse by the time I really got up, dressed and out the door, I had to let the damn car warm up for about 15 min. So there goes me being on time to work.

I am sitting here now dreading how my conversation with the boss will go about me letting her know that I applied for another position with a dept. that she doesn't care to much for. But hey whatever, she will just have to deal. If she fucks this up and gives me a shitty reference I will be so pissed.

Now the snows here and I am already sick of it.

Thanksgiving/Weekend

Well I have to say that I had an ok time down in Maryland. I got to experience my other halves sister in law's idea of a Thanksgiving dinner. She actually made a good turkey. But I almost died laughing when I asked her if she had any gravy and she replied with "my turkey doesn't have gravy." On Friday I went to a lot of stores there and the mall. Then Sat. I did the same thing. By the time we left on Sat. late afternoon, sit through traffic on the NJ Turnpike and all. I was glad to get into my own bed that night. Sunday was fucked up but hey they say things happen for a reason. Now it's Monday and back into the grind of things and not wanting to be here.

Thanksgiving

It's raining cats and dogs outside.

Thanksgiving is just around the corner and I am looking forward to it. We are going to Maryland tomorrow and will return on Sunday. I do have to say that I don't want to go to MD, I'd rather stay at home and do Thanksgiving with just our family. But I will put my smile face on and go. I did buy a Turkey though and will be cooking it when we get back.

Tomorrow I may work a half a day just so that I can get things together.

I am back from my trip to Boston. I am surprised that I actually had a good time. It was nice getting away from my regular old surroundings. My aunt was actually cool this weekend to. I was just waiting for her to say something fucked up like she always does but she didn't so that was good. Today it is so nice out so I am loving it. I didn't even have to put the heat on in the car. I wish we had more days like this for a while.

Trading Spouses

I just finished watching trading spouses, and I have to say it is one of the most craziest episodes that I have seen so far. If you watched it you know what I am talking about. Lady was straight crazy. I am watching the show like WTF....This Bitch is crazy. Damn did she think that everyone is supposted to to be into the church like her?? She took it to the extreme when she got home, screaming telling the camera crew to get out of the house....LMAO....what the hell oh yea then she is going to go as far as ripping up the letter from the other mom saying that they will not use any money that she delineated to them. ALL the while I am laughing my ass off. The the show ends and they put on the screen how the other mother has shared the money out and at the very end here's the shit. It says that "Margaret has decided to use the money" (Margaret is the crazy church one) Crazy ass bitch on tv talking all that shit and then turns and takes the money anyways....What did she think? Did she think that FOX was gonna go out like that and not let us know...OMG Some people.

*Thump it was crazy bumping into you the other day in Wally World, that was the last place I thought that i'd see anyone. Nice hair.

*Loc I am still waiting for you to update. Hmmmm...I wonder what the hold up is? No inspiration????

*Foxy you had me dying with your Whys!

*K I agree with you, we are very alike in ways.

This weekend was a busy one for me. My little girl turns 8 today. I can't belive how fast time has passed. Here is a picture of her yesterday. Well it's Monday and I am back in the grind of things.

Some people

Some people....some people amaze me everyday. They amaze me with the stupid things that piss them off. They amaze me with things that they do. They amaze me with their weird ways. Hmmmm....Some people

I had a long conversation with *S today and I learned so many things about *S that I couldn't believe. But one thing that I can say is that *S is a real good friend of mine.

Still in my process of gettting rid of old associates/friends all I can say is that it is going....Some still don't get it so I guess the nice route is not working, I will be resorting to being the bitch that they hate.

Randoms

I am unusually tired today. I have no idea why either. I guess that I need a break from the normal routine that I have. I feel that I am getting old on the inside but still looking young on the outside. *A told me that I need to slow down and take a break from all the running that I do, but the question is, how to I do that? Hmmmmm..... I am also stressing the fact that I have to dish out some major dollars for car repairs tomorrow. There goes my little extra spending cash. Hmmmmmmmm....I don't know how some people do it. I really need to get a little part time gig very very soon.

You know I have really been going over and over in my mind how to delete some people from my life/circle and it's really driving me crazy because I want to slowly weed them out but I am unsure how to go about it. I need to live my life way way different than it has been going so this is priority 1. I am so sick of the people/associates that try to surround me with all of their negativity. It's becoming a pain in the ass.

I will be celebrating another year on Sat. but I am not even excited. I guess because to me it's just another day. Just another day to be thankful that I made it to. I have seen so many that I have grown up with not even make it this far. (Sad) Since I have basically given up the club scenes I will just relax all day Sat. and try to have a stress free weekend.

Rain, Wind, and more Rain

I am officially sick of this New England weather. I damn near almost broke my neck this morning trying to carry my bag, purse, umbrella, and the baby this morning out to the car. The rain seems like it will never stop.

You

Last night I lay in bed not being able to sleep because I was thinking of you. Wishing you were here. Damn what have you done to me. Got me feeling a way that I haven't felt in a very long time. I am so so greatful to have you.

Rain Rain Go Away

I officially hate this weather. It has not only been raining since last Friday, but it is also cold as ever. OMG...I hate this. To make matters worse it is almost impossible for me to wake up on time in the morning. Ugggggh....

I am really looking forward to this weekend though. Just spending time with the family.

*Loc glad to see you reading my blog again.