HUMP DAY

It's finally Wednesday, one day closer to the weekend. A weekend that I have absolutely nothing planned. It seems as if that is how my weekends have started to get. Damn I must be getting old.

This morning I got a call from a friend who wanted to come visit me today. I just really didn't want to be bothered so I said...."ummm....today's a no go and this whole week is not looking really good either." What I really wanted to tell them was, No I don't want you to come here and never ever do so leave me the fuck alone. But see you can't say those things without hurting someone's feelings.

Yesterday I was speaking to a friend and we were talking about being to accommodating to people, whether it is your friends or your relationship. I started thinking and I think at times I am way to accommodating and I definitely have to stop that.

Fall is almost here and it is my favorite time of the year. I am so looking forward to it.

Happy Birthday

Today is a good friend's birthday



Happy Birthday Dre!!!!!!!!!!

Damn you are getting old.

Randoms

The humidity has finally broken. I am too happy.

This weekend was actually ok for me.

Sat. we went to the beach so all day.

Sunday we went out to eat which was cool.

Sunday night these fools were fighting all against my car.

Monday back into the grind of things at work.

Friday

TGIF....This weekend we are all going to the beach so I am really looking forward to it.

Have a great weekend.


*Thumper...I hope you are having a great time in MD.

Check out this

I came across this blogger and the post brought back crazy good memories for me.
Check it out. http://thefoxybrownshow.blogspot.com/2005/08/school-daze.html

3:45 pm

Ok it's 3:45pm and for me the count down begins.
It seems like once this time comes, time starts flying by really fast.
Once I see that the clock is 4:15, I know that I am in the clear to get out of here. I start getting my stuff together and put my purse on my shoulder and as I see the time hit 4:43, I am putting my phones on voice mail and walking out the door.

For me the minute I walk out side to get in the car, I feel a big relief/calmness. It's crazy.

So this past weekend I was pissed because I intened to go to the West Indian parade in Hartford but he had to work so I wasn't going to take the kids there by myself. Oh well there's always next year.

Monday's

Another Monday and I hate it. It takes me almost an hour to get up in the morning. Today was awful, then I wake up by the baby jumping on my head. How worse can it get!!!!

I come into work to a complete mess on my desk. Some ass came in the office this past weekend and knocked a ton of stuff on my desk and left it there. Some people!!!

HOT

OMG...today has got to be one of the hottest days.
You know one of those days where you just want to walk around naked with the air on all day? I am truly dying the minute I walk outside into the heat.

Tuesday

This is only my second day back to work and all ready I am ready to quit.
This is a sure sign that I truly need to get a better job that I am happy at.
These mutha fuckers do not pay me enough for all of the shit that I do here.

So this weekend we are suppost to to be going to the West Indian parade in Hartford. I am caught between wanting to go and not wanting to go. Uggggggggggggh.

Random thoughts

I can't believe how great the weather has been this summer so far. Last year doesn't even come close to this.

The Neighbor

Ok I have been living here for the past 3 years and for the past 2 my neighbor has been trying to kick his game to me. But the bad thing about it is that he can hardly speak English. Tell me one thing. How the hell are you going to try to talk to me if you can't even have a full conversation. What would we do spend the entire time trying to use sign language? LMAO...Oh yea he clearly knows that I am TAKEN but this doesn't deter him at all.

Restriction

Anyways, this past week someone has in particular has really pissed me off. I am seriously considering putting them on my restriction list. Ok I am a spoiled, selfish girl, but you know what???? I deserve to be, because I can also be very sweet and caring. But I truly feel that this person has not been giving me the same vibe and attention that I have been showing them.

Something I recommend that everyone have at one point in their life

See I have this "associate/long term friend" who at one time in our lives we had a relationship. It was a great one but we were too much alike and it just sort of faded. But we remained friends/associates cause we could talk to each other about absolutely anything without judging each other.

Long days

This day has seemed to drag on and on. I hate these kind especially because they mostly happen when I am here at work. Uggggggh....I can't wait until 4:45 pm so I can run out of the door.

I am back

Hey what's up I am finally back out of hiding. Let's see, I went to Florida this past week and got back home this morning at 1:30am. Boy am I so tired and my ass is here at work unfortunately. I had a really good time despite the drive there and back. I will never drive there again, I will do my usual and jump my ass on a plane and fly there. I am to impatient for all of that long site seeing shit.

3 Days have passed

It's almost 3:30 and I am sitting here missing you like crazy. I really need to feel your touch right now. I need you to hold me. I don't know if I will be able to get through the rest of the month without feeling you. This is truly a test for me you have no idea. Maybe one day I will really have to let you know just how bad I need you......

A while

I know it's been a while since my last post. The truth is, I have been unmotivated. Today I am so tired. I only got 3 hours of sleep last night I really wish that I could go get back into bed and sleep the entire day.

On another note I have to tell you one thing that really irks me. When someone keeps calling my house after they know good and damn well that I am sleep. You know when the phone rings and you are in that good deep sleep and it just wakes you up out of it. Well that was what kept on happening last night. I was one mad bitch and to top it off the person was talking so damn low that I could only make out some of the words that they were saying.

This is why I shut the ringer off at night.

It's 9 am and all ready it's 70 and humid as hell

It's another hot day here in the 413. I really don't have much to say but I do know that I really have to find sometime to catch up on my sleep, I have not had a good sleep in weeks. Maybe this weekend I will have to catch up. I got a call yesterday from a long time really good friend just when I was leaving work and that really made my day.

Summer? Is it almost here?

This weekend had to be one of the best here weather wise so far this year. Temps were in the low 90s and I was loving every single bit of it. Summer is my favorite time of the year, because I love going to BBQs (my family is famous for having one every damn weekend) and to the beach. Well, so far we have taken our first getaway for the summer to the Cape. Hmmmm... what's next??? I do know for sure that Virginia Beach is 4th of July weekend. Besides all the good weather, I have my final paper's rough draft due tonight and I still haven't even started it. Not one word on the paper. I am truly unmotivated. I took a shower to try to cool off and see if I would get motivated, but nope that didn't work. Now I am sitting here contemplating whether to just sit here trying to get motivated or just say "fuck it" and just take that 10% late grade cut and do it tomorrow. I am tired as fuck too. Uggggh.

Oh yea I forgot to mention that I went to my first wedding shower for 2 lesbians who will be getting married later on this month. All that I can say is that it was very interesting. But overall, I had a really good time.


Hey DW* what's up on the posts? It's been a minute and I do remember that you had the nerve at one time or another to get on me about not posting frequently. Do you need motivation???? I expect to see something soon. Maybe that Roll Call thing we spoke about. Call me.

AS* I hope you are good. I was thinking of you this weekend, I miss you.

Lonly

Have you ever been lonly? Well if you haven't it's a fucked up feeling. Right now I am lonly as fuck. I am missing him so much and it's driving me crazy. I am needing to be in his arms right this moment. I hate going to bed alone too. Waking up and he's not by my side.

Shit never did I think in a million years that I would be this lonly.

Another Day

Uggggggg....it's another cold rainy day here. I still can't believe that it's the end of May and it's cold as shit and still raining.

I remember when May came around it was sunny the temp was at least 75-80. Now...Hell Nooooo....It's fucking 43 degrees it feels like winter. I hate NEW ENGLAND....Shit I feel like running away to some place warm where I won't have to be still wearing a heavy coat and having my heat on at the end of May.

You know what gets me when I see women go out of their houses with rollers in their hair or a damn scarf on their head. I mean shit are you in that much of a rush that you can't pull your hair back real quick or even take them damn rollers out. I am one who you will never see me outside of my home looking a hot mess like that.

Women if you can't take the time to fix your hair at least put on a hat.

But you see there is this chick that I see everyday and she never has her hair done. It's always in a scarf. I want to say to her, "look if you don't know how to do your hair then I'll do it for you." LMAO...This chick will even come out with her man looking like shit. Damn can't her man say something to her. Who the fuck would want to be seen with someone who looks like they are about to go to bed every fucking day. I see her driving, coming back from the laundry mat, going here and there with fucking sweatpants on, tee shirt, and that damn scarf with her pony tail pined up in the back. And it's not even like she has her hair done nice. Noooooooooooo it's fucked up in the back. OMG...when will people learn.

Great Weekend

Many of you may not know this but, I rarely have a great weekend. I have good ones but only once in a blue moon will i have a great weekend. Well this weekend was GREAT. It was so stress free, I had no worries, it was so relaxing and I was in good company . The weather even held up. Just had to share that.

And now Monday will be here and back into the grind of the SOS.(Same old shit).