Thanksgiving/Weekend

Well I have to say that I had an ok time down in Maryland. I got to experience my other halves sister in law's idea of a Thanksgiving dinner. She actually made a good turkey. But I almost died laughing when I asked her if she had any gravy and she replied with "my turkey doesn't have gravy." On Friday I went to a lot of stores there and the mall. Then Sat. I did the same thing. By the time we left on Sat. late afternoon, sit through traffic on the NJ Turnpike and all. I was glad to get into my own bed that night. Sunday was fucked up but hey they say things happen for a reason. Now it's Monday and back into the grind of things and not wanting to be here.

Thanksgiving

It's raining cats and dogs outside.

Thanksgiving is just around the corner and I am looking forward to it. We are going to Maryland tomorrow and will return on Sunday. I do have to say that I don't want to go to MD, I'd rather stay at home and do Thanksgiving with just our family. But I will put my smile face on and go. I did buy a Turkey though and will be cooking it when we get back.

Tomorrow I may work a half a day just so that I can get things together.

I am back from my trip to Boston. I am surprised that I actually had a good time. It was nice getting away from my regular old surroundings. My aunt was actually cool this weekend to. I was just waiting for her to say something fucked up like she always does but she didn't so that was good. Today it is so nice out so I am loving it. I didn't even have to put the heat on in the car. I wish we had more days like this for a while.

Trading Spouses

I just finished watching trading spouses, and I have to say it is one of the most craziest episodes that I have seen so far. If you watched it you know what I am talking about. Lady was straight crazy. I am watching the show like WTF....This Bitch is crazy. Damn did she think that everyone is supposted to to be into the church like her?? She took it to the extreme when she got home, screaming telling the camera crew to get out of the house....LMAO....what the hell oh yea then she is going to go as far as ripping up the letter from the other mom saying that they will not use any money that she delineated to them. ALL the while I am laughing my ass off. The the show ends and they put on the screen how the other mother has shared the money out and at the very end here's the shit. It says that "Margaret has decided to use the money" (Margaret is the crazy church one) Crazy ass bitch on tv talking all that shit and then turns and takes the money anyways....What did she think? Did she think that FOX was gonna go out like that and not let us know...OMG Some people.

*Thump it was crazy bumping into you the other day in Wally World, that was the last place I thought that i'd see anyone. Nice hair.

*Loc I am still waiting for you to update. Hmmmm...I wonder what the hold up is? No inspiration????

*Foxy you had me dying with your Whys!

*K I agree with you, we are very alike in ways.

This weekend was a busy one for me. My little girl turns 8 today. I can't belive how fast time has passed. Here is a picture of her yesterday. Well it's Monday and I am back in the grind of things.

Some people

Some people....some people amaze me everyday. They amaze me with the stupid things that piss them off. They amaze me with things that they do. They amaze me with their weird ways. Hmmmm....Some people

I had a long conversation with *S today and I learned so many things about *S that I couldn't believe. But one thing that I can say is that *S is a real good friend of mine.

Still in my process of gettting rid of old associates/friends all I can say is that it is going....Some still don't get it so I guess the nice route is not working, I will be resorting to being the bitch that they hate.

Randoms

I am unusually tired today. I have no idea why either. I guess that I need a break from the normal routine that I have. I feel that I am getting old on the inside but still looking young on the outside. *A told me that I need to slow down and take a break from all the running that I do, but the question is, how to I do that? Hmmmmm..... I am also stressing the fact that I have to dish out some major dollars for car repairs tomorrow. There goes my little extra spending cash. Hmmmmmmmm....I don't know how some people do it. I really need to get a little part time gig very very soon.

You know I have really been going over and over in my mind how to delete some people from my life/circle and it's really driving me crazy because I want to slowly weed them out but I am unsure how to go about it. I need to live my life way way different than it has been going so this is priority 1. I am so sick of the people/associates that try to surround me with all of their negativity. It's becoming a pain in the ass.

I will be celebrating another year on Sat. but I am not even excited. I guess because to me it's just another day. Just another day to be thankful that I made it to. I have seen so many that I have grown up with not even make it this far. (Sad) Since I have basically given up the club scenes I will just relax all day Sat. and try to have a stress free weekend.

Rain, Wind, and more Rain

I am officially sick of this New England weather. I damn near almost broke my neck this morning trying to carry my bag, purse, umbrella, and the baby this morning out to the car. The rain seems like it will never stop.

You

Last night I lay in bed not being able to sleep because I was thinking of you. Wishing you were here. Damn what have you done to me. Got me feeling a way that I haven't felt in a very long time. I am so so greatful to have you.

Rain Rain Go Away

I officially hate this weather. It has not only been raining since last Friday, but it is also cold as ever. OMG...I hate this. To make matters worse it is almost impossible for me to wake up on time in the morning. Ugggggh....

I am really looking forward to this weekend though. Just spending time with the family.

*Loc glad to see you reading my blog again.

Crossed the line

She has definitely crossed the line with this shit.

I come into work this morning and before I sit at my desk I notice that my recycling bin moved. Ok no problem, but then as I look around I notice that nothing is under my desk. WTF where is everything. Ok I start searching and slowing find my shit. I can feel my blood pressure going up and I am about to flip. How dare she have the nerve to come in my space and think she is gonna move shit she is MY Assistant and she has only been here 3 weeks.

Obviously she doesn't know me. So I speak to a co-worker/really good friend about this. She tells me that maybe she was just trying to be nice and help out. I am thinking that she's just being a bitch. So my co-worker tells me to be nice and let her know when she comes in not to do it anymore. But if she does it again then curse her the fuck out. Ok I say to her that's what I will do. I will calm down and when she comes in I will approach her about it.

Hmmmmm....Am I over reacting? I would never ever do some bold ass shit like this.

Stay tuned to find out what she says.

Ex Best Friend

She used to be my best friend.
It's crazy how you can be friends one minute and enemies the next.
That's how it is with us.
I would tell her my secrets that no one else would know.
She would tell me hers. Then one day it just ended.
Our friendship.
I went over and over in my mind if I said something wrong to offend her. But naaaaaaa even if I did, I hoped that she was WOMAN enough to call me on it. Sometimes I do say fucked up shit without even thinking twice.
Sometimes I sit and think, was she really worthy enough for my friendship because for me I don't keep a lot of friends, just a few, the rest are ALL associates. So when I consider you my friend I consider you my family too. I let you into the real me. No sugar coated person.
Hmmmmm....Well I thought that I wouldn't get over the hurt of not having someone to confide in, someone who didn't judge me. But I finally did. That's just a closed chapter of my life.

Wednesday

I find it harder and harder to get to sleep at night. It will be about 8:00 and I will be super tired but then about 9:30 or so I get that second wind when I really need to be taking my ass to bed. See this works in my benefit sometimes. Last night it was good that I did get that second wind because I got to see the season premier of Nip Tuck. I love that show so much. I honestly wasn't that impressed with it last night. Hmmm...Hopefully it will get better. But see I ended up going to bed sometime around 12am and then I paid for it this morning by not getting up until 7am. I was flying to work only to get here a min before my time to start and to have the boss ask me some stupid ass bull shit as I come in. Now with the new employee she may intimidate them, but her ass knows that I am not in any way intimidated by her bull shit. I will give it right back very quick. So this morning I had to do that and it's amazing how quick some people will back their asses right down. LMAO...

I am so glad it is Wednesday. One more day closer to the weekend.

Today....

Today I did not want to get out of bed. I hit the snooze at least 4 times.
I sometimes wish that I didn't have to come to work on Monday's.
This weekend draged for me. It was very uneventful. I did a little sewing but nothing big.
It's funny cause when people I know find out that I sew they can't believe it. Everyone tells me that I don't look like the type. What is the type? What an old lady or some nerdy girl? Hmmm well I don't know what it is but that is something that I do and I do it very well.
I am so so glad that the day is almost over.
I just want to go home and get in to the bed. Tomorrow is a half day for me so I am totally looking forward to it!!!

Hump Day

I am so glad that it is finally Wednesday. I t seems as if the week is going by slower and slower each day. Not too much has been going on with me.

The other day I was talking to *D and *D said that it bothers them that I am the type of person who can give my 110% to some one day and then if my feelings get hurt I can just give up that 110% real quick. I had never thought about that. So while we were talking I told *D that the reason why I am like that is because I have been hurt to many times, so rather than keep on trying to forget about things I just stop putting my effort into it. So *D told me that is why they protect my feelings with a lot of things.

Just about done

Well it's Thursday and I have to say that I am glad that only one more day until the weekend. This has been an interesting week.

Today is his birthday so I will have to be extra nice and sweet.

Work has been work the new girl started this week and so far so good. She seems cool. I am broke and can't wait until next week so I can get paid. It has been a long time since my funds have been drained like they are right now.

On another note.... I am glad to see that FOXY had posted a little something.

Tuesday I brought my mom and brother to the airport. That was a pretty emotional scene. LOL...Now that I think back to that day I have to laugh people were probably laughing their asses off looking at a bunch of us grown asses crying like that. LMAO...
I tell you though nothing changes with my mom even with her 1300 miles away. She and I already had an argument yesterday on the damn phone. I am was not even in the mood for her shit. UGGGGGGH.

*Thumper glad to see you posting again. I can't wait to hear some of your mall experiences.

Another Day

Isn't this such a nice pictue?
It is such a beautiful day today. The wind is blowing the temperature is right. This should be a relaxing weekend for me. I am just about done with school shopping. I only have to get T* his sneakers and then we will be all set.

Monday

I can't believe that it took me so long to get out of bed this morning. I actually went to bed fairly early but still I could not get up. This weekend went really good for me, no problems at all. We have a wedding to go to this weekend coming up so I will have to look for something to wear. Happy Monday!!!

Freaky Friday

Well I have nothing really planned for this weekend. I hope you all have a safe, fun weekend.

Wednesday

I am disappointed because we are not going to be going out of town. Hubby has to work on Sunday so I am so so pissed. His job is so demanding now that he's a supervisor. It seems like every week he is gone out of town. In a way I like this but in a way I don't.

It has been so slow here at work today. I will be glad when I finally leave and go home to just chill.