Less than two weeks away from my birthday and I am feeling old as hell. I made plans with 2different friends who want to go out for drinks the night before, since I have plans already on the actual day. Problem is I don't really want to go with one so I have to figure out a way to get out of it without hurting anyone's feelings.
Thought of the day: This "little" waiting game is getting really old!
Monday, October 17, 2011
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
DAMN!!!!
I save most if not all emails that mean or meant anything to me. Not sure why, maybe to sometime go back and look at what someone wrote to me or to see how foolish I have sounded in an email that I may have sent to someone.
Today I went back and read an email that me and a friend of mine had went back and forth with and I was a little embarrassed of things I wrote and how angry I sounded in the emails. Of course probably at the time I didn't think anything I said was wrong. But now a year later I know that what I said wasn't nice and was completely out of my character.
So if anyone who reads this blog and personally knows me and I have said anything in the past to upset or offend them I am sorry.
Today I went back and read an email that me and a friend of mine had went back and forth with and I was a little embarrassed of things I wrote and how angry I sounded in the emails. Of course probably at the time I didn't think anything I said was wrong. But now a year later I know that what I said wasn't nice and was completely out of my character.
So if anyone who reads this blog and personally knows me and I have said anything in the past to upset or offend them I am sorry.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Trying to understand
Things that I am still trying to understand
Pay a bill. (oh hell no) I am to independent no thank you....LOL
Why my sister will choose a man based on his car and how he dresses?
Why people think I speak Spanish at work?
Rude ass young people between the age of (22-26)
Co-workers not having any manners. Don't just but into my conversation cause I will check you on it.
Don't call me and not have anything to say otherwise we will be sitting in silence. LOL
Why people can't just come out and say what they want rather than beat around the bush.
Why do peps confide in me about something and then change their story?
Saturday, October 08, 2011
Things
- I have to stop setting expectations for people.
- I will say this over and over. When someone shows you who they are believe them.
- Stop rushing everything and take a back seat and wait to see what happens.
- Try to put my guard down just a little.
- Walk away and never look back.
- Stop trying to protect everyone's feelings all the time.
- Just do me since tomorrow is not promised.
- If I am not happy then no one is happy.
- Stick to my diet.
- Keep in touch with old friends.
- Stop worrying so much about things I have no control over.
- Fall back regarding certain people.
- Stop wondering what is it about me that draws people to me.... LOL
- Tell my friends and sisters I am no longer their private investigator.
- I need to be my own investigator on things don't have time for others. LOL
Friday, October 07, 2011
Mental Health Day
Today I took a well needed well deserved day off. Oh did I have so many things planned out in my mind that I would get done around the house since I would be alone.
Well that didn't happen...the minute I dropped off Angie and made a stop at BK I walked back into the house, put on a show and it was game over for me. I watched a lot of talk shows relaxed and relaxed some more. Finally got up to wash clothes and drop something off at the school. Only to come back home and lay down for 2.2 more seconds and then jump up do a quick cleaning of the living room and leave back out to go pick up the kids.
So much for a productive day but in the end it was all worth me staying home and just being in chill mode.
Question of the day: Can you fall in love with someone's words but not the actual person?
Well that didn't happen...the minute I dropped off Angie and made a stop at BK I walked back into the house, put on a show and it was game over for me. I watched a lot of talk shows relaxed and relaxed some more. Finally got up to wash clothes and drop something off at the school. Only to come back home and lay down for 2.2 more seconds and then jump up do a quick cleaning of the living room and leave back out to go pick up the kids.
So much for a productive day but in the end it was all worth me staying home and just being in chill mode.
Question of the day: Can you fall in love with someone's words but not the actual person?
Thursday, October 06, 2011
This and That
I have tints on my car. I wouldn't have it any other way. The front windows are as dark as I could get them for the legal limit. The back are just about limousine tint dark. I love it because nothing annoys me more when people can see right in my car or who's in my car.
When I am in someone's car that doesn't have tints I feel as if I am in a fish bowl. LOL. NO I don't have anything to hide but I think it's a good look on your car no matter what type of car you have to get tints and make sure it's a good job not just someone on the street putting them on. LOL
Tomorrow is Friday and I am so glad. I am still trying to figure out what I am doing for my birthday. I can't wait.
This is a busy month for me. Each weekend I have something going on. The next two weekends I will be making a trip first to upstate NY and then to the City the following weekend. When will I get a weekend to just chill. I am not complaining either because at least I will have something to do.
I am on the look out for a perfect pair of boots for the fall. I have saw tons but still haven't found "That One"
When I am in someone's car that doesn't have tints I feel as if I am in a fish bowl. LOL. NO I don't have anything to hide but I think it's a good look on your car no matter what type of car you have to get tints and make sure it's a good job not just someone on the street putting them on. LOL
Tomorrow is Friday and I am so glad. I am still trying to figure out what I am doing for my birthday. I can't wait.
This is a busy month for me. Each weekend I have something going on. The next two weekends I will be making a trip first to upstate NY and then to the City the following weekend. When will I get a weekend to just chill. I am not complaining either because at least I will have something to do.
I am on the look out for a perfect pair of boots for the fall. I have saw tons but still haven't found "That One"
Uggh!
Today I woke up in a bad mood. It annoys me when people clearly know you are sleep but are so rude. They play music loud walk around flicking on lights having absolutely no consideration.
I also don't want to go to work and today I would have called out if it weren't for me needing to collect fundraiser money for Anthony's school fundraiser that is due to the school tomorrow.
Thank god this is going to be a long weekend and we have Monday off!
I sure hope work goes better than my morning has started off.
I also don't want to go to work and today I would have called out if it weren't for me needing to collect fundraiser money for Anthony's school fundraiser that is due to the school tomorrow.
Thank god this is going to be a long weekend and we have Monday off!
I sure hope work goes better than my morning has started off.
Monday, October 03, 2011
Sleep
I am sleep deprived. I just can't sleep lately... Maybe to much on my mind. To much on my plate. To many decisions to make or not make...Not getting enough sleep is effecting my overall self. I can barely concentrate at work.....I am really thinking of taking a day off this week to try to catch up on my rest.
Quote of the day: Don't dwell on the past just move towards the future.
Quote of the day: Don't dwell on the past just move towards the future.
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Trust
To have trust is someone is a big thing in my book. It takes a lot for me to trust someone. Maybe because I have been lied to in the past. When you put your trust in someone you give them a part of you. You put your guard down...At least I do.
When someone you trust betrays you. That just knocks you down and sometimes it's hard to get back up. It can ruin your self esteem. Make you doubt everything that person says to you.
Quote of the day: Don't say it if you don't mean it.
When someone you trust betrays you. That just knocks you down and sometimes it's hard to get back up. It can ruin your self esteem. Make you doubt everything that person says to you.
Quote of the day: Don't say it if you don't mean it.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Motivation
I am a person who needs motivation to keep on track of a task or goal that I may have for myself. Like for instance I have been on a diet for the past few months but I keep falling off. I am weak when it comes to carbs. I love them so so much. I tried to go a week without them and I barely made it to day 2. LOL
If I don't have someone who is constantly on me day in and day out about my guilty pleasures then I revert back to my old eating habits which sucks. I have got to figure out a way to keep my motivation up so I can reach my goal.
So today was another interesting day at work. I mean where the heck do these clients come from???? Where do they live? They are something awful especially the young 20 something year olds. Have they not been taught any manners????
Quote of the day: Success is the result of perfection, hard work, learning from failure, loyalty and persistence (Colin Powell)
If I don't have someone who is constantly on me day in and day out about my guilty pleasures then I revert back to my old eating habits which sucks. I have got to figure out a way to keep my motivation up so I can reach my goal.
So today was another interesting day at work. I mean where the heck do these clients come from???? Where do they live? They are something awful especially the young 20 something year olds. Have they not been taught any manners????
Quote of the day: Success is the result of perfection, hard work, learning from failure, loyalty and persistence (Colin Powell)
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Cross country
So this morning I am packing up the crew and heading to T's first cross country meet. I have been to football games, soccer games, basketball games, dance recitals, for the kids but I have never been to a cross country meet. I guess I will just stand around and wait until he comes running by and cheer him on. It's not like he's going to be running on a track. LOL
On top of it all it's wet and humid outside, it's been raining here for the past few days and I absolutely dislike walking in the grass when it's wet.
So wish me luck. I sure hope Angie doesn't start acting up like she usually does. LOL
Quote of the day: All great achievements require time. (Maya Angelou)
Monday, September 19, 2011
Must be a full moon out tonight
Today absolutely had to be one of the longest days ever at work. I mean if this is how the week is going to go I am so dreading it.
It's like the clock just dragged. Today must have also been a full moon because the kind of characters that were coming into the office were off the hook. From the big girl with the min dress on taking pics of herself in the office to to man who came in shirtless with terrycloth material dirty white pants on. LOL
As I sit here I am so tired and i wish that this little girl would go to bed.
Random thought of the day: I need to start getting my butt into bed a little earlier.
It's like the clock just dragged. Today must have also been a full moon because the kind of characters that were coming into the office were off the hook. From the big girl with the min dress on taking pics of herself in the office to to man who came in shirtless with terrycloth material dirty white pants on. LOL
As I sit here I am so tired and i wish that this little girl would go to bed.
Random thought of the day: I need to start getting my butt into bed a little earlier.
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