I have been on vacation this entire week and I have not accomplished a damn thing. I set all these goals of things that I wanted to do this week and everyday that I wake up something new comes up.

I am pissed. I brought 4 fish last night to go in the fish tank, no later than 3 hours later T* comes and lets me know that one fish is dead. Ok cool, I can deal with that. But don't you know that when I got up this morning, what do I see but half of another fish just floating up top. And to top it off I see one of my old fish nipping at it. WTF... did this fucking fish kill my new fish!!! I am gonna throw that big ol' fish out the window. Also, the big fish was labeled a "community fish" not an "aggressive fish".

Ok they are predicting snow on Monday, I am not looking forward to driving in it, shoveling it or just plain dealing with any type of snow. Well one good thing is I will finally get to see how the new truck handles in the snow.

No plans for New Years Eve but to stay in the house where it's safe. I actually wanted to go out this year, unlike last year where we did go out but I wasn't really in the mood. Hmmmm....

Happy Birthday Thumper

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THUMPER

Sorry I didn't call you but you were in my thoughts. I hope you had a great day. Now do you feel old?

Next Level

A new year is approaching. Time for a new outlook on life. Choices that are right and not wrong. Time to start a new level in my life. A level that I have wanted to be in for a long time. I am worth it. Out with the old bull shit. A time for positive things in my life and hopefully in others that I surround myself with. I am happy. I hope and pray that this happiness continues. Through thick and thin and in the end 2 are still standing stong knowing that this time around nothing and no one will ever come in between them. They won't let it. The love is stronger than ever before. The TRUST is 150%. Also the 2 know that they can't please everyone and make everyone happy, but they do know that they make eachother happy and at the end of the day nothing else matters. (A sigh...)

Thump. I am sorry that I didn't tell you, but the decision was made and I didn't speak to you during those days. I promise though that if we had spoken, you would have known. You know that!
K* Thanks for calling me. I miss you and our sometimes crazy conversations.

I hope that everyone had a nice Christmas. I did.

Finally a blog

It has been a long time since I have really blogged and well I have to say that the month of November was one of the worst months in my life. In a matter of 2 weeks my mother had a stroke and my father passed away, and one of my very good friends and co-workers died. How much worse could it be. Also I am tired of talking about everything that has happened in my life so now it's out and anyone who personally knows me who didn't know what was going on in my life knows now. Sorry that I neglected to tell any of you who dind't know but it's too hard for me to talk about.

Now I am finally starting to get my mind straight but there are still stresses that I am dealing with. Some days are good and some are bad.

Today is a good day.