Hot on a Sunday afternoon.

Happy Father's Day to all of the dads who are out there doing right.

I was talking to a friend the other day and I have come to the conclusion that I must be getting old or something. I mean she was talking about a lot of things that I had no idea what it was. Shit we even spoke about how long it has been since I have had a drink. LOL....
I got to thinking later and maybe it is just me growing changing .....

Oh it is 91 degrees right this moment and I am hot as fuck. This is too much for me. I feel like all I can do today is sleep. I can't even function. This heat has me all annoyed.

Work is tomorrow and if it is this hot tomorrow I am going to have a fucked up day. I really wish I had just got in my car today and went to the beach.

Jealous/Envy

Why do you Envy me?
Damn this little game that we keep playing is getting really annoying.
I see the jealously in your eyes when I tell you about the happiness in my life.
Damn girl get a fucking life.....

Does it bother you when you see they way your man looks at me when I am around?
Don't you just hate that I am doing something with my life and you are in the same position that you were in last year.
That's your fault....

Enough of all of this jealousy grow the fuck up and do you cause I am definitely doing me.

So finallly there is some nice weather headed our way. It's about damn time.
I am a little annoyed that I haven't set up my pc at home. Now *T's computer is set up in his room but I just haven't found the time to set up mine.

This was an ok weekend I definitely can't complain especially when you are in a happy home. LOL...

The last day of school is next Tuesday so the kids summer vacation is almost here. in 5 weeks we will be yet again trying to attempt on our trip to FL.

On another note. Someone please tell me how the hell are you going to charge $25.00 to take out one bag of trash.

What If's

What if we hated eachother?
What if we weren't just friends
What if we did have that real date?
Would we have made it?
Would it have worked?
Would you be happy?
Would I be happy?
What if we had a baby?
Would we care what people thought?
What if we never met?
Would our paths have ever crossed?
Would I think that you were "the one"?
What if I told you I loved you?
Would you have told me back?

Problems

What a day....

Today I felt as if I was everyone's counselor. After listing and hearing everyone's problems, I realize that my problems that I have could be a lot worse. I may live paycheck to paycheck most of the time but, a least I am not dealing with the type of shit that I heard from two different individuals today who are not struggling like me but have hang ups in different situations.

Well tomorrow is payday!!! I am so glad cause this move has drained me completely. I am still settling in and still have a few more boxes to unpack.

Finally we are done with the move. I tell you this past weekend was so extremely tiring. I am glad that that part is over with. Now we are in the process of unpacking and I am starting to find that I brought shit that I won't even use. WTF....

I am about sick of this damn rain here. Someone please tell me when it will be over.