Randoms

I am unusually tired today. I have no idea why either. I guess that I need a break from the normal routine that I have. I feel that I am getting old on the inside but still looking young on the outside. *A told me that I need to slow down and take a break from all the running that I do, but the question is, how to I do that? Hmmmmm..... I am also stressing the fact that I have to dish out some major dollars for car repairs tomorrow. There goes my little extra spending cash. Hmmmmmmmm....I don't know how some people do it. I really need to get a little part time gig very very soon.

You know I have really been going over and over in my mind how to delete some people from my life/circle and it's really driving me crazy because I want to slowly weed them out but I am unsure how to go about it. I need to live my life way way different than it has been going so this is priority 1. I am so sick of the people/associates that try to surround me with all of their negativity. It's becoming a pain in the ass.

I will be celebrating another year on Sat. but I am not even excited. I guess because to me it's just another day. Just another day to be thankful that I made it to. I have seen so many that I have grown up with not even make it this far. (Sad) Since I have basically given up the club scenes I will just relax all day Sat. and try to have a stress free weekend.

Rain, Wind, and more Rain

I am officially sick of this New England weather. I damn near almost broke my neck this morning trying to carry my bag, purse, umbrella, and the baby this morning out to the car. The rain seems like it will never stop.

You

Last night I lay in bed not being able to sleep because I was thinking of you. Wishing you were here. Damn what have you done to me. Got me feeling a way that I haven't felt in a very long time. I am so so greatful to have you.

Rain Rain Go Away

I officially hate this weather. It has not only been raining since last Friday, but it is also cold as ever. OMG...I hate this. To make matters worse it is almost impossible for me to wake up on time in the morning. Ugggggh....

I am really looking forward to this weekend though. Just spending time with the family.

*Loc glad to see you reading my blog again.

Crossed the line

She has definitely crossed the line with this shit.

I come into work this morning and before I sit at my desk I notice that my recycling bin moved. Ok no problem, but then as I look around I notice that nothing is under my desk. WTF where is everything. Ok I start searching and slowing find my shit. I can feel my blood pressure going up and I am about to flip. How dare she have the nerve to come in my space and think she is gonna move shit she is MY Assistant and she has only been here 3 weeks.

Obviously she doesn't know me. So I speak to a co-worker/really good friend about this. She tells me that maybe she was just trying to be nice and help out. I am thinking that she's just being a bitch. So my co-worker tells me to be nice and let her know when she comes in not to do it anymore. But if she does it again then curse her the fuck out. Ok I say to her that's what I will do. I will calm down and when she comes in I will approach her about it.

Hmmmmm....Am I over reacting? I would never ever do some bold ass shit like this.

Stay tuned to find out what she says.