Monday

I can't believe that it took me so long to get out of bed this morning. I actually went to bed fairly early but still I could not get up. This weekend went really good for me, no problems at all. We have a wedding to go to this weekend coming up so I will have to look for something to wear. Happy Monday!!!

Freaky Friday

Well I have nothing really planned for this weekend. I hope you all have a safe, fun weekend.

Wednesday

I am disappointed because we are not going to be going out of town. Hubby has to work on Sunday so I am so so pissed. His job is so demanding now that he's a supervisor. It seems like every week he is gone out of town. In a way I like this but in a way I don't.

It has been so slow here at work today. I will be glad when I finally leave and go home to just chill.

Monday

She's really leaving....I have really had a fucked up day today. I never wanted to really hear that my mother is moving to FL. But what makes it bad for me is that she is leaving in 2 weeks. I am filled with all kinds of feelings. I have been feeling angry, sad, happy, mad that I am loosing not only my mother but my friend. She drives me crazy but overall she's all that I have and it is driving me crazy. Some people are like "don't worry about it cause she's just in FL". To me that's like an eternity away from me. 1,300 miles, shit I would have even been ok if she was moving somewhere here up north. So now I sit here and think to myself. I truly am going to feel so so alone. I mean yes I have my aunt but we aren't all that close and yes I have the kids and hubby but nothing is like your mom. I also wonder how my brother will adjust.
Will he be happy?
Will he hate it?
Damn I have been thinking shit like: will she ever come here to visit me or is that going to me on me to come down there.
When I told my daughter she just cried. They are best friends. It is killing me to see my little girl sad like this. I have never seen her this way.
I am thankful that my oldest (son) is taking it pretty well.

Anyways, I spoke to (We will call this person)*S* today and they asked me if I have ever mentioned them in my blog and I said yes. But then they went on to ask if it was good or bad. I told them that I could not tell them. So then *S* kept on persisting on me telling them. I was really getting annoyed after a while.

We are suppost to to be going out of town this up coming weekend but as much as it will be good for us to get away, I really don't want to go. Maybe my feelings will change closer to the end of the week.

So *K* calls me today and immediately goes into this 20 min rant about her man. I listen and don't comment. I truly didn't know what to say. I am getting sick of hearing her bitch about him everyday. She is so into herself that it is sickning. I am also wondering why *A also heater her because she called me yesterday and when he answered he told her that he didn't want her to call me anymore. I am wondering if he thinks something is up with her. He keeps on giving me some bull shit about me being friends with her sister years and years ago so I should not be friends with her since I knew her sister first. That is so stupid.

Irks

Here are my top 20 things that just plain irk me.

1. Leaving the toilet seat up.
2. Not flushing the toilet (that's just plain nasty)
3. Blowing your nose in your hand
4. Not washing your hands when you use the bathroom
5. Clipping your toe nails on the couch or bed. (YUCK)
6. Wearing the same outfit twice during the week.
7. The fucking Chinese slippers
8. Wearing white pants and you can see the panty outline.
9. Girls who are pregnant who refuse to buy maternity clothes and still think that their tight jeans look good with their belly hanging out and the jeans not done up.
10. People who swear they know it all.
11. Wearing scarves on your head out of the house. (Refer back to my blog on Scarves)
12. People who call you back when you have plainly told them that YOU would call them back.
13. Parents dressed better than the kids.
14. Farting and not saying excuse me.
15. Old ladies in the store who act like they can't say excuse me and will stand there waiting for you to move. (Catch me in the store with that shit and you will be standing there all day waiting for me to move.)
16. Nosy people.
17. Cheap men.
18. Women who get mad at me cause their man is looking at me when they are with them. (It isn't my fault that I am cute)
19. Guys who just don't get it when you tell them that you are taken.
20. Bad Ass Kids and their mothers who are in denial.

There you have it. I have probably forgot a few.

*If I have offended anyone by these then that's too damn bad it's my page. No one told you to read it anyways.

Freaky Friday

Well it's Freaky Friday and I am so glad to be getting out of here at 12. I am just really tired today, so I will go home and sleep for a few hours before leaving to go get the kids.


I hope you all have a great weekend.

HUMP DAY

It's finally Wednesday, one day closer to the weekend. A weekend that I have absolutely nothing planned. It seems as if that is how my weekends have started to get. Damn I must be getting old.

This morning I got a call from a friend who wanted to come visit me today. I just really didn't want to be bothered so I said...."ummm....today's a no go and this whole week is not looking really good either." What I really wanted to tell them was, No I don't want you to come here and never ever do so leave me the fuck alone. But see you can't say those things without hurting someone's feelings.

Yesterday I was speaking to a friend and we were talking about being to accommodating to people, whether it is your friends or your relationship. I started thinking and I think at times I am way to accommodating and I definitely have to stop that.

Fall is almost here and it is my favorite time of the year. I am so looking forward to it.

Happy Birthday

Today is a good friend's birthday



Happy Birthday Dre!!!!!!!!!!

Damn you are getting old.

Randoms

The humidity has finally broken. I am too happy.

This weekend was actually ok for me.

Sat. we went to the beach so all day.

Sunday we went out to eat which was cool.

Sunday night these fools were fighting all against my car.

Monday back into the grind of things at work.

Friday

TGIF....This weekend we are all going to the beach so I am really looking forward to it.

Have a great weekend.


*Thumper...I hope you are having a great time in MD.

Check out this

I came across this blogger and the post brought back crazy good memories for me.
Check it out. http://thefoxybrownshow.blogspot.com/2005/08/school-daze.html

3:45 pm

Ok it's 3:45pm and for me the count down begins.
It seems like once this time comes, time starts flying by really fast.
Once I see that the clock is 4:15, I know that I am in the clear to get out of here. I start getting my stuff together and put my purse on my shoulder and as I see the time hit 4:43, I am putting my phones on voice mail and walking out the door.

For me the minute I walk out side to get in the car, I feel a big relief/calmness. It's crazy.

So this past weekend I was pissed because I intened to go to the West Indian parade in Hartford but he had to work so I wasn't going to take the kids there by myself. Oh well there's always next year.

Monday's

Another Monday and I hate it. It takes me almost an hour to get up in the morning. Today was awful, then I wake up by the baby jumping on my head. How worse can it get!!!!

I come into work to a complete mess on my desk. Some ass came in the office this past weekend and knocked a ton of stuff on my desk and left it there. Some people!!!

HOT

OMG...today has got to be one of the hottest days.
You know one of those days where you just want to walk around naked with the air on all day? I am truly dying the minute I walk outside into the heat.

Tuesday

This is only my second day back to work and all ready I am ready to quit.
This is a sure sign that I truly need to get a better job that I am happy at.
These mutha fuckers do not pay me enough for all of the shit that I do here.

So this weekend we are suppost to to be going to the West Indian parade in Hartford. I am caught between wanting to go and not wanting to go. Uggggggggggggh.