Get this off my chest

Look I am really getting sick of hearing about this fucking Michael Ross execution thing. The man killed what I think 8 women and he's on death row WANTS TO DIE but the state, in my opinion, is bull shitting on this thing. Shit they need to stop postponing it and kill him. Damn I am sick of this on every local news channel.

With that I am out. Have a good night.

P.S. *DW call me in the morning.

This really pisses me off

I consider myself to be a very nice person that is until someone does some stupid rude ass shit to piss me off.

One of these days I will just have to hurt the cleaning lady who cleans my office feelings. You see she will come in to clean and if I happen to be on a call, instead of her minding her own business and doing her JOB like she's supposed to do she will deliberately stand in earshot of my conversation and wait until I am finished with my conversation just to speak to me. I can be on a call for a hour and this fucker will still wait until I am done.

I am now at my boiling point where the next time she does it I am going to stop my phone call and say to her. "What the FUCK do you want". Damn I am getting pissed off just typing this shit.

Enough of that
Now some of you all may say I am selfish on this matter here, and some may agree with me. As you know I have my BF and the kids at home well my place isn't big by any means and even if there is one extra person there it's an inconvenience. I get a call from my mom today at work (again) she's on the phone asking me if she and my brother can stay at my place tonight because she's been staying with one of her friends and she's due to move in her new place on the 1st but out of the blue the friend calls her from work and tells her she's gotta be out TODAY!!!
As I am listening I am getting all stressed out blood pressure getting high and shit. All I could say was yes just come on over. It's my mom and I love her so much but damn I am pissed as hell cause I love my privacy and I know it's only for one night but shit one night in my house for her will turn into the rest of the week and the weekend because where is she going to go the other nights? Exactly she has no where to go but to my place. So then I start thinking and say fuck it I am gonna pay for her to stay at the Residence Inn or something for the next few days, just between me and her, she won't owe me shit.

Don't you know I call her and in my loving daughter voice I tell her what the plan is and she immediately gets on the defense and is like oh no forget it no I'll call your aunt (in Boston might I add) and go stay there. Come on what the fuck I am thinking to my self. I once again tell her that I want to do this for her and she isn't burdening me at all. She says no and then is like I am not staying at your house either and clicks the phone.

At that moment I am feeling fucked up, stressed, wanting to just leave and go home. But then I remember I can't leave cause these no having a life dedicated to their job asses here will be tripping and god forbid I let them in on any part of my personal life everyone up in this bitch will know. So I just gain my composure and go back to working.

Damn life is fucked up.

I'm out.

Too Fuckin Long

Let's see I have a problem with the BF (boyfriend)we have been living together and I swear to fuckin god this mutha fucker acts like an old ass man shit he's only 33 and doesn't like to dick me down all the time like I need to be done.

First of all what kind of man doesn't want his woman to approach him to have sex? He "claims" that he feels like he's less of a man if I approach him. So I'm like ok I'll respect that but then he knows that I love sex, especially his but, we will have sessions maybe once a week if that maybe 2 and that's on a good ass week.

See for me there more than a guy just eating my pussy to keep me satisfied because I am not just gonna suck his dick and be like "oh he's straight" Hell NO... I need the dick to and not some dumb ass missionary position either, you gotta change your shit up sometimes. Oh yea I almost forgot I guess I got this fool spoiled cause he's never had a happy ending before me and I was the first to give him one so now this is all he can talk about. He'll be like "damn I want a happy ending everyday" I am like "who the fuck do you think I am superwoman, shit I work all day come home deal with the kids and fix you dinner every fucking night make lunches clean the house, and don't get to bed at a decent time and your dumb ass want me to give you a Happy Ending every night. Hell NOOOOOOOOO.... Shit what the fuck is in it for me?" He will have the nerve to be like "oh I'll make you cum" while he's saying this I am thinking to my self when shit by the time you cum I am ready to pass the fuck out. *sigh*

Damn I hate living in New England with all this damn snow... I was really looking forward to having lunch with my friend. Oh well maybe another time. I have to say I am so glad that I got to see DW again it's been too long. Oh yea that elevator was well worth it. LOL

Well that's all the ranting I have to do so on that note. Be safe.

T-Baby

My First

Hey what's up people. This is my first posting on here.
I have to thank Thumperdachamp for putting me on to this. *muah*.

Damn I have to thank god every single day for alowing me to live another one. Today I got a call at work one of the worse ones that you can get while at work. It's my mother on the line telling me that my cousin died. Damn what the fuck all I can do is sit and listen and try to let her know that he is in a better place now. Don't get me wrong after I hung up the phone I broke down but see I have to be strong for her. Damn now my day is completely fucked up. All I can do is sit and stare at the screen.

On the other hand I got a call from DW and that made my day for real.

Well thanks for reading my little spot.

I'm out